Gammi Wammi...
I cant stop crying today for some reason. I, somehow forgot that I could even write on this page. Pleas forgive me for not! Maybe it was meant to be that I would forget bc I would be writing every day on it and you would tell me to SHUUUUUT UP! LOL
Well... so much is going on right now gramma. For starters, I am almost closing on the house. We are suppose to close on Aug 31st and I am praying for that day to come! We are hoping to have our little girl soon and I pray she has your crystal blue eyes just like me and all of your great grandchildren have! Josiah is getting so big and he is so smart gramma! He has the most loving and compassionate heart and I am his world! I love that! Gramma... today has been a hectic day for me at the office and I just wanted to talk to you so bad. You always had a way of bringing up my spirits and your words were so comforting and sound! I MISS THAT!
You must be so proud of me gramma! I have lost 35 pounds!!! It hasn't been easy but my pastor has been helping me out ALOT! I do this new workout called xfit training. It is crazy lifting weights and cardio mixed workouts. Feels great! All though... I STILL LOVE TO EAT!!! LOL Some days are easier than others!
I lead worship on Wednesday nights at church too. Im sure you worship with me everytime too! :) NOW YOU HAVE NO CHOICE! I'm sure that's all you do up there now! Anyway... I text mom that I miss you so much today and she mentioned that she goes to this site and watches your video and writes on your page and it makes her feel better so I am trying it! IT WORKS!!! Not the same but it is making me feel like you are listening.
THANK YOU!
Carlos and I are doing much better! We Love eachother so much! I know it may not seem as such infront of people at times, but we really do! He takes care of me gramma! He is such a good man! You would be so proud! And I hear you saying every time we argue...
"JUST LET IT GO"...
Anyway... I love you gramma and I miss you so much! I wish I could just hug you and kiss you! I miss your smell, your presence, you still voice, and just YOU! I dream of you alllll the time! I think I actually dreamt of you last night now that I think about it! (I am so A.D.D. Gramma)! That is probably exactly why I miss you so much today! DARN YOU!
Well... I have to go now... I have to get ready to leave from work to church! Yup... I am at work! Don't get mad... I wont get in trouble!
Ok... well I love you and I cant wait to see you soon! Kiss kiss kiss kiss and a big hug!!!
Your FAVORITE Fweetie face! (oh yeah... that's Dominic and Tony)!!!
WHATEVER!!! lol I love you!!! I miss you!!!
Desiree