Ethan Daniel Roman

Saudade 😢

To one of my closest friend who helped me find the light through the dark...you meant so much to me. It was hard last year trying to help you become you again and we succeeded for a period of time but drugs had power over you. Dealing with this wasn’t easy for me and it took a lot more of my help to try and push you forward. I’m so sorry you’re gone. I’m so sorry people gave up on you. You were loved by many. You helped me through a tough time and I can never repay for you that great time we spent together and all you tend was hear me out, distract me. Made me feel like I wasn’t alone. I’m so sorry Ethan, you were one of my bestest friends. I trusted you so much and always had time for me. I’d wake up sometimes and you’d have flowers for me, food for lunch at work, a ride home, we spent so many good days together besides the bad trying to help you. He wasn’t a bad kid...he was one of the smartest kids I knew. Trying to teach me to code in all 15+ languages and I would just laugh and give up. His family loved him, he loved his nieces and nephews the most. Ethan you’ll be missed by friends and family but I’m glad you’re getting to go back and be with your dad in heaven. I’ll always keep you in my heart. Friends like these always get taken early. You considered my feelings and my life before yours and decided not to talk to me when you found out I was pregnant because you didn’t want to stress me out and even though I refused you disappeared off the map. I wish you could’ve been around Ethan because you were never a burden to me. You were a blessing. I’ve known you since 6th grade. You and I were the ghetto Puerto Rican chongas like you said. You’re dark humor was out of this world and you always made me smile despite any situation. If I never told you I’m sorry it had to be now but I love you Mr.Roman! I’m glad you were in my life while it lasted. Atleast you rest peacefully without anxiety, insomnia, just rest peaceful and enjoy your heaven with your dad. We love you and miss you! ♥️