Anita M Hansen
BECAUSE
Two months ago, cancer took my strong, brave husband, my best friend.
Sometimes it seems like yesterday.
Some days it feels like years.
I try to be strong.
I try to be brave.
Because he would want me to.
I try to take care of the yard he was so proud of.
I try to take care of the house he loved.
I try to take care of the pool.
I try to take care of myself; I must so I can take care of everything.
And because he would want me to.
Sometimes I cannot be strong.
Some days I am not brave.
I just cry.
I will try again tomorrow.
Because he would want me to.