Dear Pauline,
I'm trying to process the pain, anguish and the suffering that you’ve gone through; but my heart is broken,
I know that you’re now at peace with Eric, Mom and Dad. With the angels you can now rejoice once again in the wonderful memories and the many moments of happiness that we shared.
I must arrange pictures for your eulogy, the ones i will present to our family and friends where we laughed and played; where we hugged each other and joked and teased.
They are now a tearful reflection of the past that cut through my heart like a knife. These tears flow from my eyes like the blood in my veins, It feels as though my life were ending too. This one, hurts, so much.
You will now remind me each day, to live in the moment. Life is just to precious to plan for. It’s fleeting past us too fast to catch or hold on to. It has to be lived to the fullest.
Pauline, your love for your children, family and friends extended far beyond that for yourself.
May you now, rest in eternal peace and comfort. With all my love. Amen.
Your brother, Billy.